Just up on my laptop and I'm wondering if I am going to go to sleep now or early in the morning . I've been thinking what I'm going to do in high school , how I'm going to pass the ninth grade , how to get around high school , and find my classes .
My head is full of wonder , intelligence , creativity , and useless worry .
I don't even know what do when I'm around crowds of people but by myself I am me , able to function and do things properly .
I need something to motivate me and strive to do my best .